I want him back :'( please help.. 10 points?

First off, I'm really sorry this is happening to you. It sounds like you were a very good wife, who just got tired of leeching off of your family to support this guy. You went through so much and its horrible that he cant forgive you for cheating. No person in there right mind would. Unfortunatly I don't think theres anything you can do besides keeping in contact with him. Remind him why he fell in love with you. It sounds like your a little too good for this guy, but hey you cant help who you fall in love with I know.