I really lyk this guy but...?

heyy...i have been lyking a guy alot...since 1 half year..i really like hm alot and alot...recently i confessed it to any of our mutual frnd hu promised me nt to tl him..bt ended up tlling him 'bout wt i feel. since thn evrythng has been mess...we've had fights..he's kinda been making fun ov me..i dunno wt to do...nw i see thngs getting bak to normal with time...we do tok to each other nw...bt i dun see anythng happning..i feel tht he's lyk kinda disgusted with me..sort of irritated...i feel he's himslf confused. sometyms he's lyk very sweet to me...and at tyms when i try to tok...or even while we both are toking...he strts toking as if he's not interested...ol these conversations we either have online or via messaging. i am really cnfuse...and it seems tht my l;yf has turned hell..atlst he shudn't lyk make fun of me...he really hurt me..i dunno wt to do..plzzz help me out guys...i need ur advise. :'( ....i evn said him tht "tdsay its me ...Tmoro its u"....bt....i dunno..i sometyms see realization on his face...or through his msgzz i feel he regrets behaving rudely..bt thm again some other dsay he strts becoming rude.. plzz help me. ur help will be appreciated.. :)